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Ini gue dapet dari sini:

Dear Mommy,
I'm in the heaven right now, sitting on His lap
He loves me and wants to cry with me because I'm so sad
How much I want to be your little princess

I don't know if there's something wrong
I was so excited when I began realizing my existence
I was in a dark but comfort place
I saw I had fingers and thumbs
I was getting more beautiful together with grain,
But I wasn't ready to leave where I was right now

I mostly thought or slept to spend my time
Even since my first days I felt some special bond between you and me

Sometimes I heard you crying,
Then I also cried

Sometimes you cried and cursed,
Then I also cried

I heard Daddy cursing back

I was sad and hoping that you would get well soon

I wondered why you cried a lot

One day you cried almost all of day

I was sad because of it

I couldn't imagine why you were so sorrowful

On that day, the most terrible thing happened

A very evil monster went into a warm and comfort place where I was

I was very afraid, I tried to scream, but you didn't try to help me at all
Maybe you had never heard me...

The monster was getting closer while I kept screaming,
"Mommy...Mommy...help me...
"Mommy...help me."

I felt a terrible terror
I screamed and screamed until I wasn't able to
Then the monster started ripping my arm
It was really painful, a pain that I couldn't describe it with words
The monster didn't stop
Oh...how should I beg it to stop
I screamed aloud while it ripped my leg away

I was really in pain, I was on my way to die

I knew I wouldn't see your face or hear you whispering how much you love me

I want to wipe your tears away

I had a lot of plans to make you happy, Mommy, but I couldn't
My dreams were crashed already

Although I felt so much pain,
Pain of my heart were more than everything
More than anything I wanted to be your daughter

Everything was useless now, I was on my way to die in pain
Antyhing bad was the only thing on my mind
How much I wanted to say I love you, before I left
But I didn't know the words you understood

And then I had no breath to say it; I died

I felt myself lifted up, a big angel brought me to some big and beautiful place
I still cried, but I felt no pain anymore
The angel brought me to Him and and lied me down in His arm
He said that He loved me
Then, I felt happy
I asked Him, what kind of thing killed me

He said,
"Abortion. I was very sorry, Kid, because I know how painful it is."

I didn't know what abortion was
I thought maybe the monster's name

I wrote to say how much I love you
And tell you how much I wanted to be your little princess

I already tried to live...I wanted to live!
I really wanted to, but I wasn't able to
The monster is too strong
It ripped my hands and legs and finally my whole body

It was impossible to me to live
I just want you to know that I really wanted to live with you
I didn't want to die!

Also, Mommy, be careful of that monster named abortion
Mommy...I love you
I was sad because you have to through the pain that I throughout

Be careful,

Hugs and kisses,

Your baby daughter

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